On loving the process at the expense of Sabbath rest

Rachel Held Evans is a young author whose first book will be coming out next year. She has a blog and I thought this post was illuminating with respect to our culture. She talks about loving the process of constructing her faith at the expense of inhabiting her newly constructed faith.

“Process” is very popular culturally. We have a cultural bias that disparages destination. We know this by the way we use the word “settled”. To “settle” is to compromise, to opt for a “lesser than”, to reject another sacrosanct cultural value of “choice”.

So much of this is deeply embedded in our image of the noble individual on a fulfilling journey to self-realization and self-expression. To say “he settled for her” is to disparage them both. He failed to fully actualize the self-expression cultural narrative to “be all he can be” by choosing a destination too early which in this case was a “she” who was “less than” what he could have aspired to.

Now there is of course truth to this. I don’t want my kids to “settle” too quickly. I want them to go out into the world and accomplish and compete and achieve and discover and all of those great things. Process is important and it will continue even after they put us in the ground (or in the furnace), yet destination is also important.

Kierkegaard’s  essay “Sickness Unto Death” nails this dynamic. In Revelation 14:11 and Revelation 14:13 contrast the worshipers of the beast and the worshipers of the lamb. There is no rest for the worshipers of the beast, there is only process.

Rest is a foundational Biblical theme right from Genesis 1. Ever since the expulsion from the garden no rest can be found. In Exodus 33:14 God promises that his presence will go with the people into the land and he will give them rest. Jesus promises nothing less from his yoke in Matthew 11:28.

Process is good and perhaps will never fully end given the fact that our destination is one of culture making. Yet process at the expense of a destination of Sabbath rest isn’t what we’re after either.

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The Care and Feeding of a Congregation

I wrote this on CRC-Voices in a thread where someone was telling about why they left their CRC church for an OPC church which unlike their former CRC preached serially through books in the Bible.

There are levels to this discussion. As a pastor I’m often wrestling with the issue of sermon selection, what to present, how to present it, etc. I’ve tried a number of different approaches in my 12 years at Living Stones as well as the 6 years in the DR before that.

When I got to Living Stones the first sermon series I preached was on “the book of signs” from the first half of the gospel of John. I’ve preached Advent and Lent series, I’ve preached “application” series with “how to…” titles. Over the last 2 years I’ve gone to preaching serially through books of the Bible in both my Sunday School class and sermons except for breaks for Advent and Lent and other special occasions. (I don’t do Mother’s Day or Father’s day. I draw the line there… 🙂 ) I’ve come to believe that this is the best way to go for my little church right now.

I can appreciate Pete’s frustration but I can also appreciate the frustration and attempts of the pastors involved. Pastors are expected to “grow the church”. Pastors are expected to “feed the flock”. Pastors are expected to do evangelism. Pastors are expected to be practical. Pastors are expected to address the skeptics, the youth, the elderly, the mid-lifers, the children, the pillars all at the same time with the same message. It’s like saying you should sell sugar cereal to kids and starbucks to the hipsters and Viagra to the old timers all with the same 30 second ad. Um, it can’t be done.

I don’t want to let pastors off the hook here either though, because even though there are a cacophony of voices all applying pressure the pastor has to make a decision and be ready to face the consequences. Conservatives and liberals like to talk about “accountability” and any given council may hold any given pastor “accountable” for any given set of expectations that they might possess. A pastor can be told to “look for another call” if the congregation isn’t growing in the ways some have decided it is desirable to grow (young unchurched couples or “the right” people who come every week, have kids who sit still and tithe and volunteer…) Every pastor will soon learn that keeping your job or building a career or being a success involves finding the right “fit” for a church and keeping whatever the current political power mix in that church happy. A pastor who doesn’t “feed the flock” (defined by the expectations of the implicit power structure of that congregation) will have a brief tenure. If you want to have a long tenure you either change the church according what you believe the church should be doing (this is currently called “leadership” by the church leadership cadres) usually by selecting or elevating those who agree with you and marginalizing or alienating those who oppose you or you just keep doing whatever the group in power wants you to do.

What results from all of this is either a diversity of churches (we call this good) or church polarization (we call this bad). Now on one hand it is good that there are different kinds of churches but the reality of the diversity exposes the obvious consumer sentiment among liberal, conservative, seeker, of whatever type of religions operation you wish to lead or participate in or “consume”.

Why have I decided to preach though books of the Bible? I won’t pretend that this decision of mine somehow “escapes the consumer system”. I decided to do that because I decided I wanted to try to give my church a vocabulary based on something other than the pragmatic consumer vocabularies that they swim in for the other 165 hours a week. I want them to hear from another place and time. I want them to see how different they are from those other places and people but also what they have in common. I want to take my best shot at having them listen to what John and Paul and Peter and Jesus and OT prophets and anonymous OT writers and wise persons might have to say to our world. I know I do so imperfectly but I at least want to take a shot at it. I think they might find it helpful.

People are all going to evaluate me and the “results” of this effort however they are going to do it. God gave us this enormous freedom which we enjoy. I have to resist the impulse of being bothered by the exercise of others using the gift that I enjoy. At some point I have to make a decision and decide to live with the consequences of it. That doesn’t mean I won’t ever change my mind, but it does mean that I do exercise this wonderful agency that I’ve been given and to do so as best I can. So this is what I’ve decided to do now.

I know it’s part of my American cultural package to more highly value those who make their choices for reasons the culture admires (explained practicality) than based on tradition (this practice is how we define ourselves).

One of the things I learn from trying to listen to the Apostles is that they didn’t play by our rules either. They take do things with OT text I would never think of. They contextualize their messages to their audiences (study Peter and Paul’s sermons in Acts) and sometimes they just plain do something new and outlandish. I frankly don’t find conservatives to be any less consumers than many that they criticize. They jump church to find a place that suits them just as quickly as the 20 something that just can’t stand the bigotry of a church that won’t embrace equal acceptance for homosexual behavior. It’s the same game. What I do know, however, is that I believe God has called me to serve him and to use whatever I have at my disposal to do so and to do so the best way I can figure out how to do it given who I am and where I am at. Whatever decisions or judgments others make on what I do is on them. Over time I’m more and more comfortable with this arrangement. I find that trying to be the master of the universe is wearisome and more than a bit above what I’m capable of doing.

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Comments should now work properly

The comments weren’t working right but I put in the Disqus comments product and so it should all work properly now.

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Has American evangelicalism lost the image of "rest"?

It’s Friday and Sunday’s coming, which means I’m doing prep work.

In Revelation 14:11 there is no rest day or night for those who worshiped the beast and received the mark. This obviously is in contrast to the enormous Biblical theme of rest beginning with the creation story. God rests on the 7th day. Sabbath is for enjoyment of the fruit of good labor. In Exodus 33:14 God promises that his presence will go with the people and lead them into rest. The promised land is a land of rest. Matthew 11:29 Jesus promises to give rest for those who take up his yoke. Jesus wrangled how many times over Sabbath in seeing it not simply as a mandated pause but a gospel enactment of promised rest.

American evangelicalism is energetic, aggressive, entrepreneurial and there are good things about those qualities, but it very much fails to embody Sabbath or rest.

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The Tim Keller Sermon Collection

I’m very grateful that Redeemer has decided to put a whole bunch of new sermons outside their pay wall. The value isn’t just there in terms of putting a bunch of great sermons into the public sphere for people to listen to for their own education and edification, but also for reference and study for preachers who want to develop their craft.

I’ve never been one to complain about the $2.50 Redeemer charged per sermon. I always thought it was fair and a good value, but what it meant was that I couldn’t easily refer a sermon to someone for whom the prospect of downloading and listening to a sermon was tenuous on that level, never mind suggesting that they pay for it or if I pay for it having them feel a bit obligated by the embarrassment that I had paid for something for them. Having the sermon simply be a free download lowers the barrier and the perceived stakes involved. Even though the money was always small, in terms of the Internet culture it presented a bit of a complication. I wanted to honor Redeemer’s right to charge (and therefore not just copy the mp3) but also not encumber or complicate a less committed listener by adding pressure by buying something for them.

It also exposes Keller’s body of work to easier cataloging and public study. I can now list and link more of his stuff on my blog and have people not hesitate to download the free sermon and get it onto their hard drive. They might not listen right away but if it is there the chances they will listen at some point are greater.

I’ve downloaded Keller’s sermons weekly for over three year now but when I decided that I would pay the 2.50 a week I decided I wouldn’t also work my way backwards and start buying old ones. I have bought select old ones usually if I wanted a take on something . What I’ve noticed in listening to older ones is a sense of the development of the preacher that Keller is.

Studying preachers through time is interesting. Preaching is such an individual thing (“truth poured through personality” as the saying goes) yet we all learn from each other and there is real value in deciding to study someone you find helpful in a more indepth way. I know Keller is used a lot for this. Having a select yet more longitudinal corpus of his work available lets us not only study the state of his craft but also the development of it. It is interesting listening to both how he has tinkered with his methods (not a lot really, far less than I have in my much briefer preaching career) but also see how changes in culture and his own aging and experience impacts the product.

I think by releasing these sermons Redeemer has done a real service.

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Redeemer's New Birth Portrait Series

Saw a link on twitter about Redeemer’s New Birth Portrait series. I had been to the page but hadn’t clicked on those links. I’ve only watched the first one, Alan Kleinberg, but I was really moved by it. I haven’t seen this kind of thing out of Redeemer before. Maybe it was there but I hadn’t seen it. The story was well done and really rang true. It wasn’t the kind of “sales job” that so many testimonies often can’t seem to resist. Wonderful. Can’t wait to watch the rest of them.

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