Links to Reviews of “The Self Illusion”

From Wired:
From the very moment that input from the environment triggers a sensory receptor to set off a nerve impulse that becomes a chain reaction, we are nothing more that an extremely complicated processing system that has evolved to create rich re-presentations of the world around us. We have no direct contact with reality because everything we experience is an abstracted version of reality that has been through the processing machinery of our brains to produce experience.

I think Nietzsche’s nihilism and Woolf’s depression could have been reflections of their intuitive understanding that the richness of experience must be made up of a multitude of hidden processes and that the core self must be an illusion – and maybe that upset them. But I don’t think appreciating that the self is an illusion is a bad thing. In fact, I think it is inescapable. My critics often dismiss my position as too reductionist or too materialist. Well, if the human condition it is not materialist, then an alternative good explanation must be non-materialist. Show me good evidence for souls and spirits and then I will be forced to change my view. But so far there has been no reliable evidence for souls, ghosts or supernatural entities that inhabit bodies. They are conspicuous by their absence. In contrast, we know that if you alter the physical state of the brain through a head injury, dementia or drugs, each of these changes our self. Whether it is through damage, disease or debauchery, we know that the self must be the output of the material brain.

When people talk about the reality of the self as the culmination of its constituent parts, I think that they are falling for the trap of thinking that the self exists independently to its parts, which it doesn’t. In the book, I argue that because we have evolved as social animals, those around us construct a large part of our mental life that we experience as our self. We can see the influence of others but often fail to recognize how we too are shaped. I am not denying the role of genes and temperaments that we inherit from our biology. After all, children raised in the same environment can end up very different but even these intrinsic properties of who we are play out in a social world which defines us. If you think about it, many of the ways we describe each other, such as helpful, kind, generous, mean, rude or selfish can only make sense in the context of others. So those around us largely define who we are. I hope this book will remind us of this obvious point that we so easily forget.

My comment:

So fascinating where this goes philosophically and existentially. If you are a materialist in a sense you don’t really exist. If, however, you posit the existence of an author to the great narrative, you in fact exist.

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Lydia is to Paul with Women, as Cornelius was to Peter with Gentiles

Egalitarian FAIL

As an egalitarian society we like to assert that we have no pecking orders, but none of us believe it. We know that in any community or context, there are pecking orders. There are people with power and influence, and those with less or without.

As we grow up we become highly adept at reading the most subtle clues and signals out our perceived value and status in a community. Very small signals such as attention, eye contact, seating arrangements, communicate status to ourselves and others. It is interesting that Jesus too was very conscious about issues of status and dealt with them regularly in his teaching. One of his most direct teachings on the subject advises his disciples to take the positions of lowest status so that others, including God, can exalt and elevate them.

This is just one of Jesus’ very counter-cultural and costly commands that we’d prefer to forget. Why do we ignore it? Because status directly impacts power, access, money, opportunity, and a whole list of other goods in play in our communities. Being of low status is very costly, and to assume low status may mean waiting a very long time, perhaps in fact your whole life before God gets around to correcting the injustice. We don’t want to be meek, regardless of Jesus’ promise that they will inherit the earth.

Election

The doctrine of election is a difficult one. There are many good reasons why people are suspicious of it. A lot of those reasons have to do with questions of justice. A lot of the problem is due to people confusing it with determinism. Determinism asserts that personal agency doesn’t exist or doesn’t matter. You would be hard pressed to assert that the Bible support determinism. The Bible is full of stories where God honors people’s agency and either praises good choices and or punishes poor ones. The doctrine of election is not about determinism, it is more about God’s authorship of creating a surprising story.

Earlier this week I wrote a blog post about Ruth, one of the best stories in the Bible. I noted that the story of Ruth is a story of election and a commenter wondered about that. Election is about God choosing a person or a people act in a special way in his story. God almost always chooses surprising and unexpected people because he knows that makes for the best kinds of stories. In Ruth God chose a daughter of Moab, a person whose reputation in the Bible was connected with a dark and desperate rape, to through her own self-sacrifice redeem his people whose own election seemed to be slipping away.

Part of why we don’t like election is because all choosing involves selection and we on a matter of principle are opposed to exclusion, just like we’re in favor of egalitarianism. We would be upset to read “Ruth have I loved, Orpah have I hated” even though Orpah got exactly the choice she wanted and at least at the outset got the path she preferred. She probably knew Naomi to be a bitter, dry tree who would be little more than a boat anchor on her future prospects. Orpah was likely young enough, and unattached enough to be able to attract another marriage prospect to make a future for herself. Ruth’s choice, to bind herself to Naomi, seemed foolish and irresponsible, even to Naomi. She, however, would not be deterred and even Naomi had to relent.

In examining the choices of Ruth and Orpah, in during the math about their future, Orpah making a tactical decision so that the odds would always be in her favor, she chose, and so did Ruth. Election works this way. We rightly say “only God knows.”

“Don’t Talk About the Resurrection to Those People”

One of the strangest passages in the book of Acts is where Holy Spirit tells the Apostle Paul not to preach in certain Roman provinces on his second missionary journey. Paul had visited the cities in southern Galatia to see how they were doing, and to report on the decision by the Jerusalem council lifting the requirement of circumcision for men. At this point he probably wanted to head directly towards Ephesus on the coast. Ephesus was a very important city but somehow God insists he not preach in the Roman province of Asia. He then figures he’ll head north and preach in the important cities like Nicaea of the province of Bithynia, but God says to not do that either. They get all the way to the port of Troas without doing any ministry and apparently pick up a new ministry partner named Luke. I can’t imagine what Paul was thinking through this whole business. Why wouldn’t the Holy Spirit want him to go do ministry in these places? No explanation is given.

Paul will of course get to Ephesus and have an important relationship with the church in that important city, but for whatever reasons, not at that time.

Again, we bump into one of the most offensive things about this God. He is a chooser. Go here, don’t go there, do this, don’t do that. The second most offensive thing about this God is that he refuses to explain himself. He refuses to be egalitarian about it and respond to our demands for information. As the Psalmist notes (Ps 115:3), “Our God is in heaven (understood in the ancient world as the control room of earth), he does whatever pleases him.” This is deeply offensive to us, ask the Youtube making atheists.

The Holy Spirit has no problem sending Paul on a missionary journey and commanding him to not behave like a missionary, at least for a while.

“OK, NOW you can preach again…”

Finally he has a dream about a man from Macedonia how asks Paul to take the boat over there to preach, and Paul goes to Philippi. Philippi is a Roman colony. The Romans were a very shrewd people about empire and power and smartly established colonies, often with retired and rewarded soldiers and their families, in strategic places for the empire. Philippi was such a place.

Paul’s custom was to start his work in a city by visiting the synagogue on the first Sabbath of his visit. It seems that perhaps there was no synagogue in the city. Jewish law required that there be at least 10 Jewish men in a city to start a synagogue, perhaps there weren’t enough. In any case he found a group that was meeting outside the city by the river. There he met a group of women.

Skip Man-filled Ephesus for now and talk to the Women who can’t qualify as a “real” Synagogue

Luke doesn’t note the presence of any men here, which is interesting. In many languages the word “men” commonly means “men and women” but in most cases “women” just means “women”.

There may have in fact been men there, but as we’ll see in a minute, they may not have had the social standing to be recognized by Luke. The men there may in fact have been slaves, but we’ll get to that when we get to Lydia.

These women apparently had set up for themselves some sort of synagogue alfresco. This is where Paul goes to talk to them about Jesus and the resurrection.

This is where God’s choosing gets interesting. For whatever reason, it seems that God prioritizes this group of women doing synagogue by the river outside of town over the important city of Ephesus who has, as we’ll see in Acts 19, plenty of men and women that need attention too. God chooses these women to learn about Jesus, the resurrection, and to receive the Holy Spirit first.

The Apostle Paul gets a bad rap today for being a sexist. To me this looks like a very bad rap given Paul’s actions here. If we bought the sullied reputation passed around today about Paul we might imagine he would have said “why should we go talk to these ladies by the river and their not-quite-a-synagogue. Paul probably figured, if Jesus can wait at the well to meet a serial divorcee, I should share with these women. In fact, Paul was just now unleashed, so apparently this is exactly what God wants. God has elected that Paul bypass man-filled, legitimate-synagogue-qualified Ephesus to tell these women about the resurrection.

Timothy

We should also remember who is in Paul’s party. Paul and Silas headed out after the Barnabas break-up. On the way they picked up Timothy, who had a “Greek” father and a Jewish mother. We don’t know who was at the river, but it seems quite likely given the absence of men, and the presence of God-fearing women, that there was likely some women who were Jews married to Gentiles, exactly the situation that Timothy had grown up in. These were his people.

Lydia

One of the woman, Lydia, listened to them. She wasn’t a Jew, but a “God-fearer” who was a dealer in purple cloth. It’s not certain, but given her presence in this Roman colony, and given her trade she was at least a woman of means and at most had connection so the Imperial court. We don’t know if she was a widow or a former slave but she seems to have no man attached to her. What Luke makes clear is that the Lord opened her heart to listen to them and to believe. God had chosen her to build his church in Philippi.

What happens next is too often brushed over in our reading. Because she believed she had her entire household, slaves, servants, children if she had any, baptized. What this means is that she was in a position, like the head of any Roman household, to make life and death decisions, and lifestyle choices, for everyone that was economically and socially dependent upon her. She was elect, and in her election she was bringing along her household. Given their social status they didn’t have a choice. They would all become Christians, the church would be in her house, and she would be the leader.

We might note that in fact, later in the story after the jailer, and his household become Christians too, before Paul leaves the city and meets with the new believers for encouragement before his departure, they meet at Lydia’s house.

Benefactor

Benefaction in our culture is a strange word. We recognize its power in a cynical way by the adage “he who pays the piper calls the tune.”

In Roman civil society benefaction was one of the chief ways leadership was established and recognized. The patrons of the society were expected to financially underwrite the needs of the city. Caesar was of course the dominant patron, but within these cities power was exerted by benefaction and leadership and authority was recognized because of it.

The story of the conversion of Lydia is concluded by Lydia making an offer that Paul, Silas, Timothy and Luke couldn’t refuse.

The careful reader of the New Testament will recognize that issues of status in fact pervade the stories. In Galatians Paul notes how both Peter and Barnabas shrink back on the circumcision issue. These questions of status, acceptance, and hospitality pervade the culture and are the web that creates the social fabric of meaning and identity within which the people live. Paul has been a champion of the “Gentile” issue. How will he respond to the woman question?

The next phrase in Acts is telling. Luke repeats this word only twice used in the New Testament, both times by him. This is the word used to describe how the travelers on the road to Emmaus convinced Jesus to accept their hospitality. Now Luke uses this of Lydia.

Lydia shows herself in the one sentence she speaks in this story to be adept at conversations of power, benefaction and status. She knows full well that they have no synagogue because they have no men. Will the rules in this new Jesus movement mirror the rules in the Jewish community? Her question to them puts it all on the line? Is she really, now, a new creation? If so, will they receive her hospitality? Will they accept her as their benefactor?

Lynn Cohick in her book “Women in the world of the earliest Christians” clarifies it nicely for us.

Lydia is a home owner, and she invites Paul and Silas to stay with her. Some complain that Luke has demoted her involvement in the Christian movement by denying her any leadership role. Two points must be argued against this conclusion. First, Lydia is portrayed as a benefactor, a very privileged position in the Hellenistic world (including Judaism). We must not downplay her role in terms of our twenty-first-century culture and imagine she cooked and cleaned for them. By giving them a place to stay, she revealed her generosity, and thus was honored by the group. Another female benefactor, Phoebe, was also a deacon (Rom. 16:1-3) in the church at Cenchreae, a port of Corinth. Leadership and benefaction went hand in hand in the Greco-Roman world. Second, Lydia was probably the leader of the group that continued to meet in her home. Note that when Paul and Silas prepared to depart Philippi, they went to her house (not the jailer’s home) and met with the believers there. Presumably Lydia followed the pattern found throughout the New Testament that the owner of the house in which the church met was also a church leader. Luke therefore does not diminish Lydia’s leadership role-rather, he presents it in Greco-Roman terms of benefaction, which do not sound “religious” to our ears, but which carried great social prestige in the first century.

Lynn Cohick. Women in the World of the Earliest Christians: Illuminating Ancient Ways of Life (p. 190). Kindle Edition.

Lydia was almost certainly a slave owner

On the basis of this story it may seem easy to conclude with a facile lesson on status. I think it’s fair given what I know about the text to conclude that Luke in Acts was writing this in a way to illustrate the role of women in the movement of the Holy Spirit in the initial spread of the church and in Paul’s ministry. Luke is paying a lot of attention to the issues of ethnic and sexual identity in the telling of his story.

We might be tempted to employ this story as a lesson in the narratives of liberation we’ve been looking for. In my opinion Lydia was likely the leader of that new church and in that moment Paul accepts her as such and in fact accepts her benefaction.

Lest she, however, becomes a modern pawn in our power games we should also realize all of the other levels of power and status that were in play at the time. In her civilization she had status because of her financial power. She may have been a former slave, and undoubtedly owned slaves and controlled the lives of the people dependent upon her in ways we would find abhorrent. Paul and company accept her hospitality and what she has to offer to them.

Not only is Luke making points about men and women, Jews and Gentiles in his book, he also shows a pattern of comparisons between Peter and Paul and showing them both to be followers of the footsteps of Jesus. If she is to Paul with women as Cornelius was to Peter with Gentiles, then in a sense she is to Philippi as Philemon will be to Colossae.

The gospel was moving forward within the world of its day complete with all of its sin, compromised power structures and institutions. These were the bounded-set realities of their existence. The center-set gospel of love, however, would slowly, implicitly, critique practices of benefaction and power. Earthly benefactors must recognize their subordinate position to their heavenly benefactor. Earthly masters must recognize their subordinate position to their heavenly master. A wielders of earthly power must recognize that the one who could summon legions of angels to secure his protection refused and healed the ear of the servant of his adversary.

Lydia, as a person of means, as a slave owner, was chosen by God, in the queue of God’s timing ahead of the men of Ephesus, to be his instrument in the important Roman colony of Philippi. We don’t know what she would suffer because of her choice and God’s, but the world would never be the same because of it.

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CS Lewis Quote on God’s Intent for Us

The command Be ye perfect is not idealistic gas. Nor is it a command to do the impossible. He is going to make us into creatures that can obey that command. He said (in the Bible) that we were ‘gods’ and He is going to make good His words. If we let Him—for we can prevent Him, if we choose—He will make the feeblest and filthiest of us into a god or goddess, a dazzling, radiant, immortal creature, pulsating all through with such energy and joy and wisdom and love as we cannot now imagine, a bright stainless mirror which reflects back to God perfectly (though, of course, on a smaller scale) His own boundless power and delight and goodness. The process will be long and in parts very painful, but that is what we are in for. Nothing less. He meant what He said.

Lewis, C. S. (2009-05-28). Mere Christianity (pp. 205-206). Harper Collins, Inc.. Kindle Edition.

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Ruth and the Women-in-Church-Office fight

I posted this as a comment on Rachel Held Evan’s blog. Even though I have long believed in and practiced women’s equality in ministry I am regularly frustrated by the implicit assertions of how power is used between us in conflict. Jesus came not just to hold another revolution, but to undo the way in which we do revolution.

What character did Ruth display? That is the question we must ask. Strength is not neutral, and power has a quality and that quality means everything.

Ruth is the hero of her book because of the strong character she displayed, but that character had a particular quality. If you want to see Ruth in that story watch how the story sets up a series of deliberate contrasts. Ruth vs. Naomi, Boaz vs. Elimelech, Israel vs. Moab. The village is the “Greek” chorus of sorts. The contrasts are not static, are historical and subtle, and the direction of the contrasts foundational.

Elimelech and Naomi abandon Israel in her time of struggle and head for Moab where they can secure life for themselves. Don’t forget that “Moab” is the son of Lot. Moab was conceived after the destruction of Sodom. Lot’s daughters (not weak persons either in the sense that our culture views power and weakness) fear for their future (men were required for future security, women learned how to manipulate and secure men as vehicles for their own future security) and so they get their father drunk on two successive nights and rape him. These are strong women. One of them is the mother of Ruth. The question is what is true strength?

Elimelech and Naomi and sons leave Israel (whose strength is supposed to come from dependence on the good covenant of Yhwh) for Moab and begin to live a Moabic lifestyle.That lifestyle, however, which was supposed to secure their future was one of barrenness (OT theme). All the men die (coincidence?). Men were supposed to be security (Lot’s daughters) and they are not.

Naomi (sweety) becomes Mara (bitter). She is filled with bitterness and with Ruth by her side skedaddles back to fallback Bethlehem (house of bread) and announces “I went away full (of men) but came back empty (no man next to her, just this stupid barren Moabitess who foolishly bound herself to a bitter, decaying failed Israelite.

Ruth now, a daughter of her man manipulating and securing ancestor, begins to act how Naomi should have acted all along. The daughter of Moab begins to act like a true daughter of Israel.

This is a story of election. God can make children of Abraham out of stones, even daughters of Moab.

Ruth, step by step, practices reckless, irresponsible self-donation towards and unworthy mother-in-law foretelling the reckless, irresponsible self-donation Christ will express towards his mother Israel. Boaz, likewise, unlike Elimelech, will also act like a true son of Israel and this man and this woman together (image of God in Genesis) will in their union bring hope to mother Israel.

The climax of the story will take place at the threshing floor where Boaz, like Lot, will have already had a lot to drink. Here Naomi hatches a plot that echoes the man securing strategy of the daughters of Lot. This is the first and only time in the story where Ruth is rebellious towards her mother-in-law and fails to carry our her explicit instructions. Boaz, unlike Lot, acts like a true son of Israel, and risks his own inheritance (something the nearer kinsman was unwilling to do, again now a man re-echoes the theme of trying to secure his own future) and recklessly marries Ruth, the pearl of great price. Boaz by extending himself in rescuing Ruth now echoes what Ruth did in extending himself to rescue undeserving Naomi.

In the end Naomi, like Israel, is both undeserving and extended grace and a future. This is the gospel.

I embrace the outcome (women fully free to use their gifts in the church) while resisting the self-salvation narrative that many are employing in this effort, liberation by means of demand and self-assertion. Ruth is an example of reckless self-denial while Naomi and the daughters of Lot are examples of taking whatever power they had available to them (not much given their position in the prevailing culture) and using men to achieve their goals (future security). People (men and women) are to be loved, not used.

Both men and women must be liberated but the liberation comes not by self-assertion and grabbing power, but by self-denial and self-donation in a more reckless for of love of enemy (Naomi ironically) that shames the powerful and Yhwh blesses.

If the church simply assumes the world’s style of liberation (my wellbeing at your expense, my use of power to secure my future for myself through using people via institutions) then women’s access to ministry is a hollow victory because the real conflict is not over what chairs we get to sit in or what roles we play but how we treat each other (love your enemies) and how we use power, to bless, not to harm, poured out for the powerless, poor and weak and the wellbeing of the community.

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Harry Der Nederlander’s English Translation of AA Van Ruler

Thanks to the way back machine. It also has Snapper’s fine work on the CRC Church Growth.

This one has Van Ruler’s “Why Go to Church”

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Eschatological Foundationalism together with infra and supra

It’s funny what sticks and what doesn’t. In Peter Leithart’s piece on Confessionalism as a gateway drug to RC conversion, I caught the reference to Fergus Kerr and Thomas as an”eschatological foundationalist”.

A number of years ago through the wonderful Harry Der Nederlander, former editor of Christian Courier I was introduced to A.A. Van Ruler. Harry translated a bunch of Van Ruler’s stuff and posted it on his website. One of the ideas that has haunted me ever since was the idea that in the resurrection history begins to work in reverse. We are not pushed into the future by the past, we are pulled into the future by the gravitational force of the resurrection. The resurrection is moving history forward, attracting all things to itself.

I was thinking about this as I pondered the the sermon end of my post on the Banality of Ministry.  A bit of googling to me to Leithart’s earlier comment on Fergus Kerr and reflecting how it impacts the infra/supra controversy. 

“In infra, the eschatological dimension of the original creation is lost; the creation does not exist to be glorified, but simply exists, and then falls and is redeemed. In supra, fall and redemption become the plot line that God has chosen to use to glorify the creation, but creation would be glorified regardless.”

In terms of the Christian life it seems preferable to be pulled forward, rather than pushed from behind. The resurrection, like a heavenly body of immense gravitational force, pulls history towards its destination. The pull at times may seem distant and irrelevant, like the center of our galaxy that keeps the great milky way spiral in tact, but nothing can deter it from taking all things into itself. It is the energy of the Christian life.

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“Family is Everything” from Breaking Bad

There are few idolatries like the family idolatry. This idolatry is nearly unquestioned in the evangelical church. What is one if its most prominent ministries named: “Focus on the ______?” Christian have rebranded morality as “_________ values”?

Idolatries make promises they can’t keep. Idolatries lure us into slavery that crushes and destroys. The family idol is up there near the top. Jesus was single. Paul was single.

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Manages of our Moral Self-Appearance

Great piece by David Brooks on the cheats we really are. We want to be moral, or at least look that way to our selves and others. The Moral Diet. 

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The Banality of Ministry

Lottery Winners

Church planters are an exciting breed of cat. They are filled with enthusiasm and drive. They overflow with visions of the church finally done right and whole cities renewed. In most cases this lasts until they actually start, then the slow, grinding begins to take its toll.

As with the state lottery, there are a few out there that hit the jackpot. These are the names you know, the authors of the books you can find on Amazon that will tell you how you can do it too. They speak at conferences. They set the pace. They are ones on billboards that feed the imaginations of the masses that maybe this time, in this pace, some will say it thundered.

I met a guy who supports the computer systems that control the Vegas gambling compounds. He told me that they up the odds for jackpots for when the shows let out. I have no idea if it’s true or not, but given the testimonies of gaming winners on billboards it would seem like a sensible marketing move. The stories of the one in a million winners induce the 999 thousand to pony up their cash.

The gold standard is of course the early church. Miracles done, thousands believing in one day. This stuff is crack for our pastoral imaginations.

This view of the early church, however, can only be maintained with a fairly selective reading of the text. In Acts 15:36 to 16:5 even the early church heroes are exhibited in ghastly banality. The versification of the Bible politely applies a chapter break in between so as not to induce withdrawal shock for ministry success junkies.

The First Missionary Break-up

Paul and Barnabas have been heroes. Barnabas, the son of encouragement seems to be loved and admired by all. Paul, that superstar church persecutor has become a superstar evangelist, doing miracles, preaching to sold-out synagogues, following in Stephen’s footsteps by being assaulted and stoned by angry mobs. These two are the genuine article.

After their first successful tour, Paul would like a repeat performance and so suggests to Barnabas that they double back and see how the vineyard they tended is growing. Barnabas is down for it but wants to take Mark, who flaked on them in trip number one. High octane Paul seems to not have been in a forgiving mood and “a sharp disagreement” ensues.

We have very little information from Luke on this matter. Some read evidence from Galatians into the mix but truth be told we don’t know. The result, however is clear. Paul now teams up with Silas and hits the road. Barnabas takes Mark and goes to Cyprus.

Revisionism

We Christians like to try to keep up appearances, especially when it comes to our Bible heroes so lots of justifications are concocted to paper over this little mess and I can’t say that all of them are invalid. Now there are two teams doing missionary work, not just one. We have later epistolary evidence that Paul and Mark made up and that Mark became a great asset for the church in his own right. We can see Paul as a hard charging take-no-prisoners-missionary who doesn’t have time to wait for Mark to grow up, while Barnabas is a gentle pastor who patiently mentors and cares.

All of this sounds good but the bottom line is that there is good reason to believe that there was a serious breakdown between these two A-list Christian leaders. Was it ego? Why couldn’t these two work it out? Why wasn’t the community around them sufficient to work reconciliation?

It is hard to me to see anything here besides failure and I respect Luke for putting it here for the excellent Theophilus and us to read. Contrary to churchified revisionism the Bible seems to have little shame about its dirty laundry. Abraham was full of doubt. Jacob was a jerk. Joseph had ego issues. David was a womanizer, and Peter looked like anything but a rock to build an institution upon.

But wait, it gets worse.

Soft on anti-Circumcision

After the chapter break we find Paul taking on a new apprentice, Timothy. It seems Paul is willing to mentor someone, just not Mark. Timothy has a fine reputation and shows promise but seems to have some skeletons in his own closet, or rather, a bit of extra skin on his penis.

Timothy’s father was a “Greek”, and his mother a Jew who with her mother became a Christian. She was perhaps, not a very good Jew because one of the expectations on a Jewish woman at that time would have been to have her son circumcised. For whatever reason the deed was never done.

Talking about circumcision in church is always fun. There are so many funny comments and innuendos available to a clever preacher. Too bad too few take advantage of the opportunity. We need more laughter in church.

Somehow Paul was made aware of this. I would love to know how people talked about circumcision. Was checking out each other’s equipment was just a regular part of church life in those days? Maybe they had symbols on the “Hello, my name is” name tags to indicate those men with and without foreskins. In any case Paul knows about it and decides (talk about pastors having a lot of influence) to take matters into his own hands. Paul circumcises Timothy.

Historical Blushing

I do wonder if Timothy in that great cloud of witnesses is aware of how much scholarly ink has been shed concerning his lost foreskin. In Chapter 15 we have the account of the truly momentous decision of the Jerusalem council to not require Gentile male believers to be circumcised. Paul apparently led the charge in this fight. I would assume his argumentation looked a lot like what we find in the book of Galatians. After all of this why would Paul circumcise Timothy?

I think a lot of the scholarship on this question sound reasonable to me. Timothy was a Jew and so Paul is simply equipping him (or the inverse) to operate as a cultural Jew in that setting.

This makes sense, but again, it seems that it is hard to not see some level of compromise and pragmatism in this story. Paul is a shrewd operator in a very complex multi-cultural environment and for the sake of moving the ministry along Timothy’s foreskin simply has to go.

Real Ministry is Sometimes Banal, Just like Creation

Religions love pure ideology. we want compromise and pragmatism banished from the kingdom. Critics of religion stalk the religious looking to expose banality. After thousands of years of this game religious critics still get a rise out of exposing those feet of clay. I would have thought this game of peek-a-boo would have gotten old by now.

It is often the banality of church work that grinds down the church planter, burns out the pastor, discourages the office bearer, and prompts the members to think about taking up water skiing on the weekends. Church work involves taking care of buildings, paying bills, failing to settle disputes, appeasing influential constituencies, reading minutes of meetings. It can at time seem very dull and very un-spiritual.

Part of the reason church staffs have expanded in affluent America is because church volunteers wish to serve in exciting and fulfilling ways. We staff out the dull stuff if we can.

God made Adam and Eve to be gardeners and gardening can be an incredibly banal exercise. The same weeks keep coming back. Watering can be an endless chore. My most faithful watering volunteer is a schizophrenic who seems to have a thing for hoses.

If we followed the creator around as he tended his billion galaxy garden we might be a bit surprised how banal a lot of what he does can be. The earth keeps going round the sun, pretty much like last year. The moon does its thing. It’s all very predictable.

We’d also be surprised how banal we all are. We sin the same way again and again. We fail to learn from the obvious. We fight all the same old fights even though it looks like sheer madness to others. Somehow in the banality providence pushes the kingdom ahead when no one is paying attention.

Real Ministry with Real People

One of the biggest differences between the way people are “supposed to be” and they way they really are is the commonness of human conflict. People really just don’t get along well. This of course it at the core of our fallenness but we cover it up with nice in order to look better to our selves and to others. If there is any segment of ministry that is a constant it is this.

What pastoring means is often simply working with people who have differences, complaints, conflicts and criticisms of others. These are within churches, within politics, within neighborhoods, within families, within marriages. Much ministry time is simply offering a non-anxious presence as people complain about each other. Much ministry is trying to help people live in the midst of this conflictive environment and make progress with the grumbler inside. This is slow, tedious work, not unlike weeding. Pluck a weed, it grows back. Tending a weedy garden is probably the largest discourager of ministry. People come in expecting glowy success, and they wind up trying to create a shalomic space for the grumbling semi-emancipated.

A Ministry Picture for the Rest of Us

Perhaps Luke keeps these stories in his account to keep it real for those of us who will never win the lottery. We are the rule, not the exception. We pastors churches that struggle to survive. We’re the ones in the middle of the spiritual bell curve that can’t get along, that compromise, that do things we later regret but often repeat. We are the 99%.

Every church in the New Testament that we hear about seems to be a mess. All of our Bible heroes are flawed. For every angelic rescue like Peter’s there are dozens of Jameses that were not spared. We are muddlers on a cruciform path.

Our muddling is usually costly and unfortunate, but God seems to have a way of making even our messes into glories of one sort or another. Did Paul’s obstinacy open the way for Timothy? Perhaps. I’m not entirely sure how the removal of Timothy’s foreskin helped the kingdom but I’m not in a position to know.

These kinds of questions are seldom answerable for us, just like weeds in a garden. We simply muddle in the mundane until our part is played and then we’ll see what we can figure out after that.

I hope to meet Luke one day and thank him for these places in Acts that we skip over. For remembering that ministry is hard, and slow, and God’s servants are too predictably mediocre and flawed. It makes me think that perhaps God may in fact be at work in my messes and help me to imagine his kingdom comes in the small, weak and ordinary, just like he says it does. The meek truly will inherit the earth.

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Graduate School Barbie

Genius. http://karenzgoda.org/2012/06/03/graduate-student-barbie/

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