Praying the Psalms: Psalm 55

This year at the Sierra Leadership Network we’ve done a lot with the Psalms. I’ve found this to be a helpful thing. One speaker, Tim Brown, the president of Western Seminary in Holland MI noted that our imaginations are too small a platform from which to pray. The Psalms offer us a much larger vocabulary from which our hearts can read out to God and meet him with his own words. It also positions us in a chorus of millions of men, women and children who have been praying these words for thousands of years. When we pray the Psalms we do not pray alone.

I find that I can pray through a number of Psalms easily. Not every Psalm suits where I am at emotionally at any given time but if I go through 5 or so my heart will find some resonance.

I know that a great many contemporary westerners imagine the Old Testament to be a difficult, ugly fiction filled with angry words and violence. In my post on vengeance I explored how God’s promise to avenge can in fact free us to love those who have hurt us or those who do wrong. This is true of the Psalms as well. Now it may be that you are scrupulous enough to not overtly wish harm on your adversary, but it also may be that you are not being fully honest about your anger, your rage or your pain. Try praying Psalm 55. The heading says it is a complaint about a friend’s treachery. The Psalm is honest about the Psalmist’s feelings. He does not hold back. But he does so in a safe way and invites us to do so well.

If we nurse resentment and a desire for retribution and vengeance, it will breed bitterness in our hearts. If we attempt to control that anger and that hurt through denial, it will not go away, it will just take different shape in our lives through depression or addiction or something else. The Psalms offer us a safe container, a safe spot where we can pour our heart out to the only truly safe One of the universe. He can handle our anger. He won’t gossip. He will understand. He won’t betray a confidence. We can’t poison his mind with our anger, distorted or justified and he won’t take sides inappropriately like even a trusted friend might do. He can’t become polluted by the sinful ways that the wrongs done to us have twisted us and brought hatred to our heart. We can say anything to him, pour out our true hurt and anger and it is safe with him.

You may find not all the words voice your heart today. That’s OK. You may also find words that voice your feelings in ways that you want to speak but wouldn’t dare in front of others. That’s OK. That’s what He’s here to help us with. Not to help us nurse bitterness and hatred, but to help us process what is really in the dark places of our soul and give him our burdens so that we don’t have to imagine we need to recycle our hurts into violence or wrong done to others.

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CRC Belhar move as part of broader USA Christianity Transition

This again was part of a CRC-Voices discussion, hence the names I left in.

I was responsible for the subject heading and I stand behind the question. In our system of ecclesiology confessions are foundational documents. It is the deepest level of the confessional church. Tinkering with the foundation should be done with care and talk of adding a new confession in 3 years should, if we are taking seriously what we say we take seriously, should have the utmost attention.

Now David you were right in asking the question “how should the BOT/ED approach this whopping “gift” that has been placed on their collective desk?” The BOT/ED already have lots of good and important things on their desks. They have agency collaboration and governance. They have the “healthy church” priority which has been, like Belhar, another submarine lurking below the surface of the CRC’s collective consciousness. Many of you probably don’t know that the denomination has been working on a “centre” of sorts to help resource CRC congregations to foment health. There is an economic downturn that has impacted all of the agencies, some of them severely. There are lots of things going on. Now we have a recommendation for a 25% increase in confessional real estate. Is this adding a new foundation making room for a new addition? How are we to think about it? It is a leadership moment if there ever was one. We haven’t added a confession in almost 400 years and pop! Here we have another.

Yes David, you are right. How will the BOT/ED approach this? I don’t know that they know. There are options like the ones you laid out before us. Is their priority adoption? Is their priority process? Is their priority embrace? Is their priority defeat? Should they be impartial arbiters of the process or advocates?

That’s what’s behind the subject line. They might say “we have lots of more important things on our agenda. We’ll let IRC run the charge on the Belhar.” If that is their response I’d suggest that our self-identity as “confessional church” would be very low.

One of the ways the CRC has been distinct from the RCA has been its confessional awareness. What Synod’s putting the Belhar before us has done is put a thermometer in our mouth to find out “at what temperature is the CRC’s confessional awareness today?” This is what we will see.

This is also a test case for the revision of the denominational leadership that had taken place a bit ago. We now have an Executive Director, no longer a Stated Clerk/General Secretary and a Director of Ministries (I don’t know if I have those job titles right) back when we had the Peter Borgdorf and Len Hofman / David Engelhard combos. Our new structure has an “Executive Director” and a “Director of Denominational Ministries”. Their combo was to have the ED be the visionary leader and the DDM the manager. Jerry’s big emphasis has been the healthy church priority. The idea was to strengthen the grass roots foundation (local churches) through providing “services”. The DDM was to manage the agencies and achieve collaboration. What Synod has done by putting the Belhar up does is radically shift which foundation all eyes are upon. The CRC had spent the last few years looking at the church’s practical foundation. Now it’s focus is on our confessional foundation.

I would assert that in fact this may be a tipping point, one which took place in the broader church when the air started leaving the seeker-church balloon (“healthy church” is Saddleback language) and the emergent and the young-and-Reformed movements started to gain traction. The twist is that the Belhar comes from Africa also bringing into focus the rise of the impact of “world Christianity” onto the CRC scene. What Synod has done is marked the fact that the CRC is following in the progression from the pragmatic to the confessional. What the Belhar will do, however, is perfectly energize the flashpoints between the transformational (emergent) and the confessional (young-and-Reformed) and those already in the CRC subculture economy who naturally align with those forces. This is a fresh fight where the ecclesiastical descendants of the WICO wars can take their turn at the game.

I draw your attention again, back to Schaap’s 150th piece:  Our fights are no longer our own.

The CRC has just spent the last 40 years attempting to retool from the confessional (we are a distinctively Reformed witness to Jesus Christ) to the pragmatic (creating fully devoted followers of Jesus Christ) only to find the broader church culture has switched the focus back to the confessional. pvk

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The Belhar: Adoption vs. Embrace

If I were Jerry Dykstra wouldn’t my #1 priority at this point have to be facilitating the process by which the CRC would come to a decision on the Belhar? If I were a member of the CRC BOT wouldn’t this also become my #1 priority? The confessions are supposedly (after the Bible and the creeds) the most important documents we possess. They are supposed to give shape to the church’s life and vocation aren’t they?

We spoke earlier that the confessions have a face looking inward and a face looking outward. Some of the Synod talk to the Belhar’s promotion concerned the CRC embracing it before it adopts it. What kind of a process would result in this if this were your goal? Is the BOT’s goal its adoption or the discussion?

Our congregation sent an elder to Synod. Because she went there are others now who are saying “what’s confession?” (Maybe that speaks of the poverty of my performance.) One woman board and CRC said to me “I thought we had two: the Apostle’s creed and that other one we say sometimes…” Ouch.

Synod as an assembly is sometimes something like an ADHD amnesiac. We’ll all get memos in our boxes saying “You’ve been assigned to run an ecclesiastical marathon, the likes of which we haven’t run for almost 400 years. Bring appropriate footwear!” The CRC has spent the last 40 years paying attention to other things some of which we haven’t done very well and now we’re going to try to do this?

It could be that at this moment when the CRC is having a deep identity crisis that such a thing is providential. Maybe we need to get out a flashlight, head to the basement and attend to foundation of the house. We’ve seen a lot of cracks, and even whole rooms falling off the house. The thing about doing this kind of work is that you never know what exactly you’ll find when you start digging, pulling off the drywall, etc. Mostly what we tend to do is take a quick look and say “I’m not sure I have the time or the money for this. I’ll attend to the urgent.”

The Faith Formation group was tasked 5 years to examine the joists under the nursery, baptismal font and the Lord’s table.

Does the leadership think this is less of a task? Does that indicate that they are mostly seeing these confessions as documents that face outward rather than inward?

If the denomination is going to promote a process I assume they’ve better have something to roll out by the fall classis meetings. I suspect, however, that the decades long process of attending to agencies pursing the coveted prize of “collaboration” continues to attract the majority of the energy the ED (executive director) and the BOT have to spend. More recently the denominational priority for healthy churches for the purpose of transforming lives and communities worldwide http://www.crcna.org/pages/healthy_church.cfm . The healthy church priority is intended to renew the vigor of the local congregation for that transformative work.

I suspect we’ll see almost nothing in terms of a process led by the denominational offices. That might be a good thing given the levels of suspicion voiced at least on CRC-Voices (somewhat of a broadly CRC sample) about anything coming from a central office. Or maybe it’s indicative of how “confessional” the CRC really is internally and in practice.

It would seem an insult to the Belhar if what we were really serious about was getting our picture taken with the other adopters of the Belhar at some imagined Belhar convention to look however it is supposed to make us look.

After I posted this on CRC-Voices (a good place for Belhar discussion) I got an offline e-mail asking for some clarification so I wrote the follow.

If I’m challenging anyone with what I’ve written I guess it would be to be clear about what they are saying and to be honest about implications.

1. Our youngest confession is nearly 400 years old. We haven’t added another one since. It seems to be we’d want a evaluation period that would be in some ways commensurate with the relative importance. The RCA’s process of having classical ratification seems more honest in terms of having the document “embraced” not simply “adopted”. That phrase from the webcasts of the presentation stuck out for me.

2. These ecumenical confessions serve in two directions: outwardly (towards other denominations) and inwardly (FOS, towards our own people). It seems most of the focus from the IRC is naturally on the outward. OK, we want to stand in solidarity, but a confession at this level also points inward. That process would and should be very carefully considered. It would seem to be that denominational leadership WOULD have to adopt this as job one IF they saw it this way. I don’t see it having that level of priority from them, they have other priorities that they have been working on. THEREFORE I wonder if we are taking this aspect (inward) of the confession seriously.

3. I think the “embrace” vs. “adopt” is a key thought in this discussion. To me “embrace” means “make it your own in life and in practice”. “Adopt” means “add it to the book” which will likely mean that we treat it with the sort of benign neglect we tend to treat 2 of the 3 confessions we already have. The Belhar is a document that demands action. That kind of action demands embrace and engagement, not mere adoption. The greatest slight you could give to the document would be to quickly adopt it and then ignore it. It would seem to me that if you want to honor the document and the people who wrote it you’d better begin a process where people at the grass roots level engage the document, wrestle with it, weight what it is try to say, weigh how it is trying to say it, etc. This would mean de-prioritizing other things on the CRC burners at this point and making discussion on the Belhar a priority. Is that happening at the BOT or the ED level now? I don’t know that it is or isn’t.

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What kind of seekers does Jesus receive?

I’m working on Luke 11:29-32. It is interesting that Luke connects this to “when the crowds were increasing, he began to say” whereas Matthew does not.

The passage is clearly connected to the one that precedes it on the accusation he was casting out demons by Beelzebul, the testing and seeking out a sign. I think it’s also safe to assume Jesus read the hearts of the crowd just as he read the hearts of his critics in the preceding passage.

NT Wright’s point in Jesus and the Victory of God of seeing Jesus through the prophetic roll is strong in this passage. The “generation” complaint I think is clearly linked to that crystal-seed passage Deuteronomy 32.

Did Jesus have an uneasy feeling about easy popularity? The passage itself is angular because you have the miraculously affirmative response of the Ninevites to Jonah, and the response of the Queen of Sheba to Solomon, and now one greater than both was before them. Shouldn’t he be popular?

Jesus is clearly looking down the road (as Matthew 12:40 clarifies) that he will be more popular still (triumphal entry) and then quickly be abandoned as the leaders pull off their nighttime arrest and trial making the Romans fix their problem for them.

What kind of response is Jesus condemning, and what kind of response is he demanding?

There are many passages in which Jesus welcomes seekers, especially those from the less desirable parts of town. Jesus’ reputation for this today has endured despite near complete Biblical illiteracy. Another quality of those whose seeking Jesus consistently welcomes is desperation. The men and women seeking healing, forgiveness, reconciliation, to be saved from what is threatening to destroy them. It is that quality that the crowd seems to lack.

What then can we say about seekers Jesus’ welcomes and seekers Jesus is directing these comments toward? It isn’t purely utility. Desperate seekers of Jesus need him. It seems to more be a kind of shopping for expedience or spiritual accessory. It’s the shopper who wanders into the religious market place looking for just the right thing accessory to complete his power-suit, to adorn him, to make him glorious, to advantage him against his adversaries, to deify him. It is the spiritual consumer looking for something to give them a bit more meaning, a bit more style, a bit more inner peace, something to add to their already considerable spiritual portfolio.

Jesus rejects this group with the strongest possible language. The evil people of Nineveh, Nazis of the ancient world, saw their desperate need for God despite the most reluctant and counter-productive prophet imaginable. How much more should the crowd recognize Jesus! The pagan queen of Sheba discovered the creator God through the wisdom of Solomon, a rare success story of OT missiology of God. These two groups in the final day will stand up and condemn spiritual shoppers who have the benefit of the law and the prophets, and even the apostles.

We are out of touch with our deep need. Reports from Iran today suggest that the showdown is coming. Leaders of the current regime and leaders of the opposition are making their calculations. Who will blink in this deadly game of chicken? The least desperate will blink. The most desperate will either die or win, or both. Shoppers are not desperate. They shop out of boredom counting on the fact that there will be a tomorrow and they have sufficient resources to provide for themselves. They think they can possess Jesus but he cannot be possessed, you can only be possessed by him.

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